such a year..

alhamdulillah..nk msok taun bru dh =)

rse brsyukur aku ble aku d beri kn peluang utk mnjalani taun 2010 nieh ngn pelbagai cbaran..

skang dh strt taun 2011 dh =)

spanjang taun 2010 nieh,mcm2 aku tempuhi..

JANUARI

bulan yg agak stress utk aku..

• clash ngn bf yg aku dh kapel 1taun 9bulan 6 ari...agak merana time nieh..huu~~
• praktikal yg aku blur...xtaw nk wat apew..huu~~
• esaimen yg aku tggal kn..hahahaha ;p

FEBRUARI

• prtikal non stop..aisehhh..putus kaki weih.. =_="
• sgt busan time bulan nieh..i got no body n sume yg nk ngorat aku prangai cm taik..hahaha ;p
• aku dpt knal ngn sesowg but xmo taruh harapan tggi2..
• bf lme dtg cri blik..huh

MAC

• prtikal lg..penat..ble nk abes seksaan aku nieh =_='
• besday aku =)
• bf baru..weeeeee ;p
• bf lme glew talak..hahaha ;p

APRIL

• prtikal lg skit...come on chah!!!abes kn prtikal ;p
• esaimen yg aku tggal kn kne wat n abes kn..huuu~~
• x tdo 2 ari coz nk siap kna esaimen..huhuhuhuhuhuhu

MEI

• yeeeehhaaaa!!!dh abes prtikal ;p
• LJM  menanti..huhuhu
• time merewang n enjoy2 sblom nk abes blajar n x duk kt kuantan dh..

JUN

• kne amek LJM..stress stress >_<
• duk kt uitm puncak alam best gak walaupon kt tgh utan..mkanan terbaek ;p

JULAI

• dh abes blajar!!! ;p
• 1st time jmpe famili bf aku..tkot >_<
• enjot sakan ngn melepak kt umah mcik n berdting ;p

OGOS

•  permulaan mnjdi sowg penggangur @ suri rumah yg berjaye
• cri kje..cri kje...cri kje...
• busan...otak dh karat..huuuu~~

SEPTEMBER

• jd suri rumah lgik cme lg berjaye...hahaha ;p
• otak???karat abes =_="

OKTOBER

• dpt keje!!!!alhamdulillah =)
• cri umah sewa....fenin2...
• try to adapt ngn tmpat kje..aisehhhhh

NOVEMBER

• cbe utk mnyesuai kn diri ngn tmpat kje n kwan skerja
• aku x ske superior aku!!!!
• dpt dting slalu ;p

DISEMBER

• keje..keje..keje..
• duet..duet..duet..
• ptptn..ptptn...ptptn..
• bwak bf jmpe bakal mak mertua..yeehaaa ;p

setaun yg dh berlalu xkn leh pusing blik kn..

so byk kne let go n byk yg kne blajar..

aku x sngke aku leh lalui sume tueh..

life is about learning n adapting to new things rite =)

hope new year 2011 nieh aku leh wat yg terbaek utk aku n keje aku =)

hambek ko!!

wahahahaha ;p

glew hapi ble malaysia mnang piala aff tueh..

take that indonesia XD

bkn nk berlagak or takbur tp spe lg berlagak sblom nieh???

indonesia mmg ske ego,berlagak skit tp slalu diowg ssh malaysia gak byk tlong..

lg mau bodoh sombong ke???

aisehhh....

xpaham betoi r ngn prangai rakyat diowg..

mmg x d nafi kan smangat patriotik diowg kaw2 terhebat weih..kalah malaysia..

tp xperlu la smpai de kempen ganyang malaysia la,hape la..

kte ttap berjiran apew..rakyat indon pon rmai kje kt malaysia gak..

sib baek la rakyat malaysia nieh baek sgt xmo halau diowg blik..

pelik aku ble msing2 yg dh besor gdoh2 dlm muke buku la twitter la pasai insiden laser n malaysia mnang...

aisehhhh..stakat laser cm tueh pon nk kecoh ker???

x buta mate la weih..silau adew la..hahaha ;p 

 goalie malaysia pon dh pnah kne laser kn tp xkecoh lak..

tp mlm nieh malaysia mnang bkn gne bomoh or laser dh k..

player maen mmg terbaek..tabik!!! =)

goalie terhebat <3

congrats malaysia =)

btw,indonesia terer gak..maen sgt lju smpai aku xpsan bola g mne..dh cm tgk EPL kot =_="

good game,good team work..

pling penting,xmo gdoh2 okew =)


p/s=aku sgt emo ble cter psai negara jiran kte nieh..cm xreti mnghargai pertolongan kte kdg2 tueh...xpe2,ALLAH SWT taw sgale2 nyer =)

excuse me miss..i am not a kid anymore...

aku betoi2 xpham ble owg anggap aku cm bdak2 lg..

aku dh 21 taun la..

mmg la kdg2 prangai aku cm bdak2,tp bkn sntiase...

aku sndri naek mnyampah ngn prangai sesetgah bdak2 skang yg tergewdik2 x tntu pasai..nk mntak perhatian la kot..sian,sindrom KKS kot (kurang kaseh syg)

aisehhhh..aku dh lari tjok..huuuuu =_="

sbenar nyer aku nk stori psal kt tmpat kje aku...

bgos sbnar nyer ble de team yg leh work together,sling tlong menolong..

tp yg aku x tahan ble sowg x puas ngn sowg nieh,mle la nk ngate blakang2..

mmg aku naek fed up ngn bnde nieh dri dlu lgik....tinge berdarah beb..bernanah...

hello miss..kte bkn bdak2 lg..nk ckp dpan2 la...at least ble de wat slah kte leh taw salah kte kn..

aku taw aku nie slow+blur ngn kje aku tp aku leh trime kritikan mmbina..

xperlu ngate kt blakang..

aku x pnah la dgr adew team mate aku ngate pasal aku tp mne la taw kn...

cme aku sian kn akk nieh,tean mate aku yg bru msok team aku..die slalu kne ngate blakang ngn team mate aku yg sowg nieh..

aku ringkas kn team mate aku yg ngate blakang nieh sbagai A n akk yg kne ngate nih sbagai B

si A nieh if die x puas ati ngn akk B,die akn ckp ngn aku cm die x puas ati la ngn akk B nieh wat kje la,akk B nieh slow la...

aku cme mmpu mndngar,aku x nk api2 kn si A..aku cme mmpu ckp kt si A "sbar la..die bru msok team kte,die xtaw flow team kte cm nie..juz giv her some time"

aisehhh...penerimaan stiap owg x sme..kne la slow2..aku dh 2 bln kje pon kdg2 kne push,kne maki lg... =_='

yang si A lak if x puas ati,ckp r dpan2,xyah la wat mke cm tuuuttttt dpan akk B nieh or dpan aku...


aku x nk team mate aku gdoh2 lak..juz ckp dpan2..ssh sgt ker??

tegor cre baek..jgn nk kutuk owg tp tgk diri sndrik dlu..

well,mmg aku x nafi kan si A mmg cekap ngn kje die..so die snang2 nk kritik owg laen..


kdang2 si A mmg de tgor aku if aku wat slah,yg tueh aku ske,tgor aku dpan2 if aku wat slah tp ble si A ngn akk B,si A snyap jew n pas tueh ngate blakang..

nape si A xleh tgor dpan2???

aku x mngerti..kdang2 aku jd perantara antara si A n akk B sbb aku sian kn akk B...

si A hnye akn wat mke cm die x ckp something bad pasai akk B n bergaul cm nothing has happened..

aku xtahan sikap begitu..huuuuuu~~~

si A jugak kdg2 lyan aku nieh cm bdak2,cm aku xtaw wat kje..

weih..i know what i'm doing okew..juz that i need time to think..

even kdang2 relatives patient's ingt aku nieh cm blur+slow..

aku taw kje aku okew..aku leh wat..

huuuuu~~~~

untuk kamoo..

hye there =)

thanx 4 being there when i needed u the most...

eventhough u were not always there when i needed u..

but i know,u tried to do ur very best to give me the courage,support when i needed it the most..

cme kdang kala,

aku terlalu mngharap pda mu,sntiase ingin kn perhatian mu sperti ank kecil..

aku sndri tak mngerti knape aku bersikap sedemikian..

mungkin kah..

A)aku merindui mu
B)terlalu cinta kn mu
C)ingin kamoo d samping ku sntiase
D)tkot kamoo bersme yg laen (oh tidak)\

yup..kdang kala aku agk paranoid..huuuu

tp paranoid kdng2 bgos gak ape (kn kn kn???)

skang dh genap 9 bulan kami bersme =)

rse cm dh lme..cm ne nk lalui lg 6 taun nie???aisehh =_="

slame 9 bulan:

=aku 1st time g genting ngn die..aisehhh..klu nk arap g ngn famili,ntah ble tah..huuu

=berkenalan ngn famili die..tersangat la hapi =)

= blajar kesabaran tahap ke bpe tah..huuuu

=sntiase tersenyum n kureng mmbebel (mau x kureng bebel,ble aku bebel jew,die senyum cm kerang busuk,malaih aku nk bebel dh =_=)

=tersenyum sowg2 (errr...kronik x??)

=sgale rahsia die terbongkar ble mama die bgtaw aku..wakaka ;p

to IQBAR FITRI DAMANHURI...

thanx 4 everything =)

kte akn melalui tahun2 yg lme lg so berharap n berdoa la agar kte d pnjang kn jodoh...AMIN =)

I LOVE U SAYANG <3

fine..

aku terime je ape yg berlaku..

no regrets..



holding on..

aku cbe utk bertahan..

bertahan utk keje aku,mse dpan aku..

it is not that i am giving up in my work..
i just need more time to learn more,to adjust to this work,new environment,new superior..
yup..it's not a piece of cake but a box of cake (hahaha ;p )

bese la,bnde bru,byk nk kne blajar..
so i kind a bit slow in doing my job..
i admit,sometimes i kind a blur =_="
then i will get scolded by my superior..
honestly,i hate to work when my superior is around..
musti wat kje jd klam kabut pdahal time superior aku xde aku okew je wat keje walaupon aku byk bertnye kt team leader aku..
my superior must understand that i am not a quick learner,i have to adapt with the works slowly..
tp superior aku nieh asik nk wat kje cpat je..smpai aku jd klam kabut..

superior:aishah,where is the prescription??faster faster!!

aku:okew okew..(smbil tgn melilau cri)

superior:aishah,how long u been working?!don't b so panic la aishah..

aisehhhh..
die suh aku faster faster pas tueh die ckp aku yg panik..
pe kes tah..aisehhh..
taw x die yg wat aku panik..

salah aku gak ke??? =_=

aku rse aku kne blaja mandarin la..cm advantage je blaja mandarin nieh..
leceh blew x dpt communicate ngn psakit yg ssh nk pham b.m.@ b.i
superior aku x la tgor psai bnde nieh cme aku rse cm nk amek inisiatif sndrik..
lgpon ble superior aku ckp ngn psakit dlm bhse mandarin aku cm tggul duk sebelah,wat mke blur =_="

u expected me to understand what u said but i don't..huuuuu =_=

superior:aishah,why are u at the counter??why don't u follow wong to persuade your patient??u can             learn how to persuade your patient..

haiyakkk..
hello miss..
i can't understand mandarin lorh..if i understand and i know how to speak in mandarin,i can persuade my patient on my own la...

kdang2 aku rse mlas nk kje coz superior aku je..
ade je die nk cri slah @ wat ktowg jd gelabah,kelam kabot..
aku tkot coz aku nieh kre x la konfem lg kt sni so die de hak ble2 nk buang aku..
mau  x chuak aku wat kje dpan die >_<

so ape yg aku perlu wat skang hnyer BERTAHAN..
kdang2 aku berdoa yg aku dpt keje kt gov..
sumpah..aku merindui procedure yg gempak2 ;p

tp wat mse skang,aku cme nk BERTAHAN dan BERSYUKUR =)